Tuesday, May 24, 2005
ok...me's has been told to update. So me shall:P i hate doing this in word...it comes out all wierd
Ick...my computer keeps hanging, and I keep losing what I've written for my blog...
GAAAHHH!! And I have the most majorsome headache...it hhhuuurrrtttssss!!! Well...long story...I was doing a hand stand, but I haven't done one for a long long time so when I went into a roll I didn't go down enough and I whacked my head on the ground. Quite quite hardly I assure you. Yes...the pain...and now the headache...bah...and I was going to be a good girl and study tonight. Still might do that... cos exams in a month and I have no idea what chem is about. Too physicsy for me. And I've been so slack, skipping classes and stuff. Horrible...still dunno what I'm doing with this degree...plus I need a job...grrr
And I'm having friend issues atm too. Well more my friends are having issues, and I'm trying to patch it up but they've both decided they couldn't be bothered anymore. And all over silly misunderstandings. Isn't that always the case though?...sigh...
Ooohhh!!! And I watched star wars today!!! SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!! I feel like crying. When the clones betrayed the poor jedi and they all died, and Anakin killed all the kids who had trusted him and ahhhhh!!! “ you were the chosen one!!” noooo!!! Sooo saaaaaaaaaaddd!!! I know it's just a movie...but it's soo saaadd!
*cough cough* ok...over that now...
I need to watch 4-6 now. Haven't really seen them*shock horror from ardent star wars fans* smheh... oh my poor head...
Ooo...and directions auditions on Sunday. Ahem ahem...for those uncivilised beings who know not what directions is (probably because I never mentioned it:P) it's my church's musical company. And josh (who's like the person who write the scripts and songs and music and everything... incredibly talented guy) um...still hasn't finished writing it...tho he's getting there. It's got like a circus and cabaret style to it...so the auditions are for like dance and acrobatics (or gymnastics type things) as well as vocals. And I'm trying for all of them...quite ambitious no? they also want a few girls to do the ropes(tissue) and trapeze stuff which they teach in this circus place. Sounds sooo cool!!! And I'd really like to learn it. too many things I want to do. Hope I get a part. They tend to be a bit biased... and this select group always gets chosen...but hopefully this time they'll be a bit more open. Nervousness...what if everyone's better than me...which they probably will be. Ahhh!! It'll be a good way to keep fit too:P I'm gonna be so cut if I don't get into anything. oh dear...it's called having expectations that are too high:p smheh...I shall hope :P
Ok...must stretch and do pt so I can do gynasticky things...haven't done it for like 3 yrs...I cant even do a bridge anymore!! It's horrible. At least I can still do things with my equipment. Ok my head's really bothering me so i'm gonna stop. I shall update....um....sooner or later :P
9:12 pm
alone* in the rain;
