Sunday, September 16, 2007
it's funny that my heart/body knows itself more than i thought.
it doesn't hurt now...
not yet...
but it will later...
i'm too busy and there's too much to do. and i won't be able to do anything if i'm feeling, or hurting, or stressing. but when there's time, when i have time to not think, when i have time to feel, when i have time to think... then it'll all come crashing down. god, it's going to hurt...i should have known better. i always say that. but i never learn. what makes it worse is that i can understand. i'm not sure if it's a comfort or a bitter pity, a promise or a threat, that i will always be okay.
come fire come snow come ice
come wind and rushing water
devour consume and taint
devise to trip and falter
though weary and heavy laden
her walls will not be shaken
she will not cry
she is the icemaiden
10:30 pm
alone* in the rain;
would you just make up your mind...
quit playing games with my heart
12:01 pm
alone* in the rain;
