Sunday, June 26, 2005
well...ehehe long time no post...smheh! was busy with exams, which were....ok...could have been harder could have been easier.. except for chem...chem was HARD!!! even tho i studied for that the longest. i feel cheated. but yes. woohoo!! exams are over! and i have a month's worth of holidays, a week of which i'll be on a missions thing for directions to toowoomba and chinchilla and other wierd places up...north? but at the moment, having fun g0ing to all the parties everyone seems to be having. and trying to write the stupid poem that i wanted to write two weeks ago cos of a discussion in small grp. and now the words are just eluding me...which sucks. it doesn't seem to want to come out and i seem to have forgotten phrases and ideas that i had before. which is why i try to write them once the idea comes. blasted exams. grrrrr...well hopefully the creative juices start flowing now that i've finished exams. it gets so frustrating when u wanna express an idea or thought and it just DOESN'T WORK!!! GAH!!! ok...all done.
i have decided that i don't like chickens. stupid spasticated brainless pecking idiots!!!! cos at the moment i'm staying in my aunt's house looking after a zoo(dog, guinea pigs, fish, and those .....chickens) which they're off skiiing...i wanna skii...but anyway, have to feed them. and everytime i go into the sideyard to feed the chickens they always peck my legs...and it REALLY HURTS!!!! like seriously..their beaks are hard as and they peck really hard. i have bruises on my legs. mingdao tried to tell me they pecked him but i hadn't been pecked before till i tried to feed them. now i completely sympathise with you mingdao.. evil chickens!!! i was so tempted to just let them starve and have them for lunch and dinner(which are their names:P) but then i came up with an ingenius idea or throwing their food over the fence (which seperates the side and back yard if this is making any sense) ***ok...i smell sweet potato...wierd..*** sorry got distracted...um where was i...ok so i'd throw the food over, chess(the dog) trying the whole time to jump at the box containing the food, and then go all the way around to the other entrance to collect their eggs while they're busy stuffing themselves. so far it's been working.. so i'm very proud of myself. and if that didnt make any sense whatsoever...too bad...:P it's hard to describe the yard and stuff...anyways..the whole point was i dont like chickens....eating them is good enough(more than good enough) for me. mmmmm chicken....now i feel like chicken...
well...will attempt to write stubborn elusive poem...ttfn
2:12 pm
alone* in the rain;
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
sigh...it is that time of the yr again...actually, you can use that for lots of things like easter and christmas..but that's besides the point. i am talking about *drumroll* EXAMS!!! yes..them..while i'm glad i dont have like two exams for each subject like i did for physio...i still don't like them very much. i sort of realised all over again that i don't like chemistry very much...i don't understand half of it..but hopefully by the end of the studying i will.and it's supposed to be a really hard exasm!!!!! gah!*ahem* ok over it now...
i went shopping today...as a break from studying..i havent gone in a while so i'm quite proud of myself for being such a good girl and ignoring the call of the sales:P so i got myself some really nice cheap pants-$12!!! and nice jackets cos it's really cold and they're really nice and soft and warm. and now i'm back to studying...well i will once i finish this entry. but i need food!!!! munchies to keep me focused. bah...need pocky! sorry...feeling a bit restless...and there's a poem that's wanting to come out because of stuff we discussed in small group but i'm trying to make it wait and prevent myself from getting even more distracted...cos once i start i'll have to finish it..and it seems to be pretty long. so..randomness from me yet again. better study...
8:32 pm
alone* in the rain;
Monday, June 06, 2005
thank you God
thank you so...so...much
thank you God for everything
for the sun that rises every morning
for the moon that glows to brighten the night
and the brilliance of stars that give us their light
thank you God for everyone
the moments of laughter, the memories of fun
for the friends that share in our joy and our sorrow
and the hope that they give us to live till tomorrow
thank you God for peace and love
for the blessings You shower from heaven above
for the colours in autumn and flowers of spring
and the cute cuddly puppies and birdies that sing
thank you God for the miracle of life
for the strength that you give us through troubles and strife
for the purity of babies and innocence of a child
and the animals You created that thrive in the wild
thank you God for the gifts You have given
for the music and poems that have yet to be written
for the songs we can sing and the stories we read
and the history of wisdom and warnings to heed
thank you God for all your creation
for the glory of love and gift of salvation
for the comfort and shelter found always in You
let the whole world know that they may thank You too
9:33 pm
alone* in the rain;
